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Friday, July 29, 2005

wosh~~one week had passed by soon...haix...times really files man!!!how i wish i am still in sec 3...lolxxx...now this few days,my class is filled with germs,bateria and virus sia...lolxx...everybody is taking their turns to fall sick...haax, it seem that right after i had recover, people in my class start to fall ill...but horx,it is nt me who pass all the germ de horx!!!! i got it from my bro, anyway i am nt that close to them,so...they shldnt gt it right??YA..so in our class it is like three came back for school, and five fell sick sia...lolx...very scary..then what's more even our teacher is sick!!!!! ms suriyani got it first i guess, follow by Ms Lai...haixx...Mr. Tan llike haven recover yet..anyway use to it le lorx...so..
now..this week very slack sia....hmwk all never do...nt i lazy l0rx...it is just that i dont feel like doing...sick and tired that' all...but i think i will be back to normal next week bah...*hopefully*
so..i guess i am going to give a name to this week.... Breaking-Down....everyone seems to be breaking down lorx...crying is a usual thing you can see....ya...oral sux...well,everything just seem to be in a mess...haixxx....

11:28 PM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, July 24, 2005

read my friend blog, she say she felt lonely...she felt that everyone in the gang had change,she think about the relation with the gang.. i know she is trouble and tied down by a lots of things..parent,family etc..but everyone face the same pro right??
min...this is specially for you de...i dont know if you will understand my meaning of doing this...maybe yes lorx...sometimes, when you feel that you are feeling very lonely, say it out..dont always keep it to yourself.Your friends, be it the gang,may,your primary school friends..will never know how you feel unless you speak and say it out..we are not your family member,you cant possibliy expect us to be by your side now and then.
you told me you had believe in God. Then you must really put in all your trust in him,believe that he will lead and guide you through. Dont always thinks that he is not there for you. Remember, if you think you are suffering, think about those who cant even eat..kids who are starving..only then will you realise that you are actually very fortune!
people change for the good and for the bad,it is just a matter of how you look at it...if you think badly of it, of course it will turn out badly isnt it??so why not think of the good side and spend your day happily instead of grumbling this and that?? Only when you smile with your heart,then you will realise that actually a lots of things is not as bad as what you thought it would be.
Results is not everything in the world..there are many things out there where you can never use your result to exchange for it..so why not treasure it before they are gone???
One last thing, remember,we as friends are only part of your school journey, the one who will always be there will be your parent...understand?no matter what had happened, you cant and you must never hate them!!!

think about it...

i dont know if it make any senses to you, but i really hope that you will understand it!!! Cherish the time when we can still be together as a gang!!!!

2:25 PM sprinklinq love Y

whoa!!! one week just flew by....my godness!!!!!nothing really happen..had my english oral hopefully i can scored...i fell sick fever + flu + cough!!!haix...so now need to go adn rest le...buai!!!

5:44 AM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Just an entry to vent my frustration that i had this few weeks...months..
why is everybody so stressed?????why am i unable to concentrate on my study even at this moment???why???even though i told my friends not to collaspe at this moment, but i am scared that i will collaspe....seriously...

to me larx, when my friends told me they cant take it any longer...i feel that it is so fake lorxxx...i mean...i dont even know why i am saying this??

people face problems right??but why is it that my problem seems to be unsolveable????seriuosly i feel so sick about the problems surfacing in the gang!!!!!!!sick and tired by all the attiude problem from them lorxx...what the hell!!!!it is always the same person again and again...why cant they be more considerate??? Kao bEI!! why am i the person who need to face all this bloody shit??? why cant someone help me?? why are your - my friends when i need your?? why are you...when i need you the most?? why isnt there a shoulder when i need it the most?? i guess i am going into depression soon bah....

i am sick and tired of this world...i wish i can just escape...why cant i do it??

6:59 PM sprinklinq love Y

Sooooo,one week never update le.hmm..so,let me recall what had happen during this whole week..

So on monday...had a-math extra lesson lorx,haax..now then i realise how fun a-math is!!!too bad i had realise it too late!if not i am sure i can do the log de!!lollxxx,but never mind for the sake of my As,i will do my best!!!Gambatte!

Tuesday,i had my erm, science I/P coaching...both science lorx,somemore it is practical!DOtx!!practical for chemistry is okie but phyisc??Not that my phyics practical is that good,but imagine right after you had your phyisc theory lesson,you need to go for the practical??sian lorx!but no choice for the sake of the O's...Then after the two I/P coaching,bec,min and me went to the limbang Mac and had our so-called lunch..*it is already 4.10pm when we reach there...*as we ate we chatted about all kinds of things,from school work to the dream school we want to go after O's,then clothes we are wearing on the grad night to ghost story! When we went home it rained...haix,so share my yue shan with that min,wa lau!!!!she keep on moving the yue shan lorxxx...then i was drenched when i reached the bus stop!!!!stew-pid min jie!!!if i fall sick again it will be your fault!!!!

Wednesday,i had my pure Geography I/P coaching,had the Development test...i write until very long lor..lolxx..i think Ms yeo is going to have a hard time marking my script sia..it is wordy,long,and my words are so small,it is like smaller than bec words lorx..lolxx..Ms yeo paiseh worx..=p
Then in the morning,got a so-called scolding from Ms lai..oh man!!this is the first time i saw her fuming with anger sia!!!so horrible sia!!!this is because some if my classmate didnt complete the work lorxx...but really larx,i can understand why lorx,we ahve so many hmwks to complete lorxx..so..hopefully they will learnt the lesson lrox..

Thurday, got a so-called scolding from Ms Lai again!!!arggg...what is happening??bad way of starting the day sia!!!!then my turn to practice my oral lorx..haax,i guess it is not too bad bah,except that i need to be more expressive lorxx
then in the afternoon,went for my A-math I/P coaching,well,with the help of Ms Sim and min jie, i managed to complete 6 qns,i know i am slow,but i am improving lorx!somemore i am not in the mood that day and i really need lots of determination to do the qns de lorx!!!

Friday,chinese listening!!not bad,just one ans different from bec lorxx..haax,min jie 4 different from my lrox...haixxx..then went to lots one and walk walk. Then as we are standing and eating ice cream,hmm...two student sec 4 and JJC de came to talk to us about christian lorx..ya..talk to them for a while before i go home and slack..lolxxx

so now at home watching Tv,going to do hmwk liao...gtg buaiz!

7:01 AM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, July 10, 2005

hmmm...prelims are coming le,homework are piling up,test are getting more and more,teachers are preparing us for our prelims and O's. All this things are driving me crazy le!!!I am sure not only me,all the others around me are feeling the stress too!especially bec...

lao jie....i know you are feeling stress,i am feeling it too. i know under such circumstances there is nothing others can help u to do except for yourself!!!so buck up bah!!!you cant just collapse now!!!!we shall strive hard together and achieve our goals!!!!!!!Gambatte!!!

3:33 PM sprinklinq love Y

so firstly,my friend and i went to the seoul garden at Ngee Ann city..it was fun and we spend a total of erm...two hundred plus bah??ya..and shi hao still own mi $8.50!!!yupzz...we spend arnd 2-3 hrs in there..bec and her mei join us at a later time.
on our way to orchard,we met up with shawn..then on the way the rest just talk about maple!!!!Oh my!!!i am really getting very sick about this maple stuff!!!sian!

next,got our new timetable liao...very de sian lorx..everyday IP coaching until 4.30pm.I know it is for our own good but it is EVERYDAY lehxx..very de tired lorx!!!!some more the teacher are giving us soooo many homework!!!!i can hardly cope with it sia!!!haixx!!!My My...

i think i am going to change my skin again le!!haax...get quite sick liao..but will keep the midi..cause it is a nice song sia!

one more thing...why was derrick got out og the project superstar!!!!!?????he is so cute lorx!!!!!why is he out!!!!!?????arggg!!!!!!so unfair de!!!but never mind,let's just hope that he can get in through the fu huo sai lorxx..ya...=D

3:23 AM sprinklinq love Y

Saturday, July 02, 2005

hmm...one week is passing by soon,that means i had a weel lesser to prepare for my O's...haix..><..so this week passed by peacefully..not really.i had just taken my chinese O's level oral..it sux!guess i am going to die le..haix,not very confident larxx..
So i am still stuck with my stew-pid flu --- which is a bad thing. Futhermore,i am having a split headache now...arggg!!!how i wish i can just go to sleep lorx,but,need to find the info for the mini R&R..diaox..guess need to stay up late tonight le..lolxx..got to go now,update next week!!!

11:52 AM sprinklinq love Y