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Sunday, January 30, 2011

等了又等；盼了又盼。
今天终于实现了。
生平第一次那么的疯狂的为了一组人。正确来说是，15个男人。

就算是全世界的人没人能明白为什么我愿意自付那两百多元就为了看他们；
真地，我不在乎。
就算全世界的人都认为我疯了；
真地，我不在乎。
就算是父母朋友无法理解；
真的，我不在乎。

就算是为了他们必须早起只为占到好位；
真的，我不在乎。
就算是为了他们坐的屁股双疼脚麻痹；
真的，我不在乎。

就算是要等7个小时；
真的，我不在乎。
就算是要站着观看3小时的演唱会；
真的，我不在乎。
就算是嗓子哑了，手酸了；
真的，我不在乎。
就算到了尾声全身酸疼；
真的，我不在乎。

我尽情地放任自己享受这表演；
我尽情地放纵自己的情感跟着他们笑与哭。（看到大茄子出现的那段；崩溃了的我。）
我很认真地投入其中；
很认分的做到身为ELF该做的。（应援、尖叫）

因为他们值得我那么不顾一切的去爱着...去支持着。

我爱上了；
这一华丽完美的演出。
我爱上了；
尽心演出的你们…
在很久很久之前。

6年了。
从最初的12人到后来的13人然后到15人。
从最初的默默无闻到现在的人气。
看着有的人走了进来，有的人却离开了。
一路的风风雨雨，都挺过来了呀。
一路上跌的疼了；也伤过心了。
可是，他们依旧是我最爱的。

永远有多远...我们不要永远好吧？
就用余生...来做ELF！
余生，够久了吧！

11:47 PM sprinklinq love Y

Note: It's gonna be a freaking long entry..

30 Jan 2011, the day that all Singapore E.L.F have been anticipating for since don't know when. -Most probably since SuJu started their concert tour back in a few years time. - Super Show 3 is finally in Singapore over at indoor stadium!!!! T^T

Started my day at about 7 plus and head over to "Stadium" MRT Station by 9am to meet up with Stef and friends. Even though the concert was schedule to start at 4pm.
Reach there and settle down.... >.< The queue is long... And we had to sit on the floor. All right, we waited for like 6 hours before they let us in… But the amazing thing was, we were still in the 625 people where we get to stand real in front! We were arranged to be somewhere behind the centre stage.
The crew over there... pretty funny. Shared some little news with us; they reveal that during yesterday rehearsal the boys were asking for ice due to the heat, and then Korean noodles and end off with Korean strawberries -> All information gotten from their walkie talkie.
Before we enter, Stef and I actually saw Suju entering the stadium!!! AHH!!! It was sheer pure luck can! We were coming out from the toilet and decided to 'explore' the stadium to find the merchandise store, only to be so lucky to see them entering…
Actually initially we thought that place swarmed with people was the merchandise store, only to find out it was some room and we saw 2 white vans with people driving in and parking over there.
So in the end I saw Heenim, Teukkie oppa, Donghae and Eunhyuk; from far, but enough to trigger that excitement that yes, the concert is really going to start!!!
Anyway, let me sidetrack for a bit.. -> THE LIGHTSTICK!!! DAMN IT! The seller was like soooo.... Arrgg We were super nervous and panicky cause we haven took our light stick from the seller and we were going to be admit into the stadium like in half hour time. Really irritated by the seller for she did not pick up her phone nor reply sms. - -|||
Even though I still got the lightstick in the end all thanks to Stef's friend!!! =^^= (I like the lightstick alot!) but still… Tsk!
Back to the topic... Enter the stadium at about 2 plus 3? Standing pit – Pen B, so we have to 'chop' our place. Our position wasn't too bad, just that SuJu always face us with their back. >.<||
Waited and waited, you know time pass by real slow at that time. We were hungry and a little tired already. Finally, the advertisement of Suju appeared and everyone starting shouting. -> I almost went deaf.
Finally, they kick off the concert with Sorry Sorry remix version..
Okay, I went mad right at that moment!!! All those relax bullshit just throw right at the back of my mind. Screaming and chanting along with other E.L.F. That feeling, totally wonderful!!
Love it when it was their solo time... Ryeowook's one fine spring day with sungmin as the guitarist; Yesung's It's got to be you where everyone sing together; Kyunhyun's 新不了情; Donghae and Eunhyuk's collaboration (I can't remember the song title); Sungmin's If U Leave (HIS DANCE!!!!!!) Lady HeeHee's Bad Romance and Donghae,Eunhyuk,Shindong's Single Ladies and of course Crazy in Love. (We all went crazy because of you guys!)Henry's Baby Baby -> Super high!!! Heke...
During the little musical where Kangin appear in the video... the music was very sad, and I end up crying. I really felt like a babo back then, but; you just can't control the tears. Stef and friends were like hugging me -smile- But I really miss Kangin Oppa alot alot.... So much that I couldn't contain my tears. Everyone end up shouting Kangin's oppa name as the light dim down.
The ending.. as we shouted for encore. They re-appear with the veggie costume right after a very cute animation! Total cuteness, but too bad, my phone was on the verge of going flat so I gave up taking photos. =(

Right at the end where they said their speech. Siwon told us that Suju are preparing for a new album, and Donghae joke that maybe 4 years later -He was being a dork!- Ahh. and as everyone leave the stage, donghae remained and ask for music and said "Solo dance time" =D
Time flies during the concert.
Although I was squeezed and squashed here and there when everyone rush to see eunhyuk, kyuhyun, teukie, ryeowook, yesung when they stopped over at our side.
Although I was being splashed by eunhyuk...
Although my feet was freaking sore when the whole thing ends...
Although my arms were sore from holding the lightstick and camera...
Although my throat hurts after screaming so much...
It was ALL WORTH IT!!! Really, from the bottom of my heart.

Okay I think I will be in this state for the rest of the week -> As I arrange my videos, photos... WAKAKAKAK!!!
Oh, and I am so gonna buy their SS3 DVD when they released it!!!!

10:21 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, January 20, 2011

《最后的眼泪：来不及的再见》
耳边隐约传来大哥的声音…那么的惋惜却又无可奈何。

「舍得舍得，有舍方才有得。不要担心，我们会看着他的。」

心里有千言万语的不舍得，可是大哥的话我也心知肚明。仿佛不能逃离命运的作弄一般。曾经我爱你爱的无法自拔，爱的毫无尊严可言；只求你不别说你不爱我。但我们却错过了几年的时光；如今我依然爱你就算再也不能与你相守…

再次深深的看了他一眼，看着他眼角的泪、颤抖的肩、哭哑了的嗓子。把心一横，释放了所拥有的能量进而化为了一玉佩——泪滴型而后降落于他的手心。

我没有办法再次的重生，我没有办法陪着你到天荒；爱你到地老。那么就让我化为手心里的玉佩，陪着你看着人世间、陪着你看透这红尘。即使，我得付出所有的一切，我也甘之如愿。

再见了我的挚爱。

结尾

泪珠盈满眶摇摇欲坠流；
模糊世界醉清澈世界碎。
轻轻收回眼万分眷恋飞；
奢望陪你浪迹天涯海角。
不愿化为漂泊不定的海；
不愿化为一望无际的天。
只愿化为伤心欲绝的泪；
陪你看尽人生沧海桑田。

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Comments any? And pls.. It is really handwritten by me.. - -||||
including the poem. =D

12:30 AM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, January 03, 2011

So fast, it is already the 3rd day of Year 2011.
First thing first, let's review my year 2010:

1) Go for KOREAN LANGUAGE COURSE! -Really hope I can achieve this!-
2) Continue loving everyone that is dearest to me!
3) To continue taking things easy, looking at a diff. view, learning to give and take!

Well, out of the 3 resolution, I suppose the first two were attained. =)
Not too bad? At least better than what I had achieved in Year 2010 for my Year 2009 Resolution! -Laugh-

Oh well, as for my this year resolution:

1) Continuation of my Korean learning and take part in the TOPIK in say 2 years time.
2) Continue loving everyone that is dearest to me!
3) To finish off that very first long story, with an additional story.
4) To go for back-pack with friends!!

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Today had a mini farewell party for Mr. Shawn who will be leaving Singapore on 4th Jan for his student exchange over at Canada.

Knitted a scarf for him. Exactly a month for me to finish 3 balls of 50g yarn. =D I am happy with my speed, but the quality wise.. T T
Anyway, quite unwilling to give him that scarf just as I was wrapping it up this morning before setting off to Zor's place. T T. I like that scarf so much!!! =D
I think I shall make myself one also!! TeeHee!

Oh Oh. Ordered pizza for lunch just now, together with Zor 친구 and Ms Becky 친구. Yummy! Always love to eat pizza, but expensive to buy. T T
Shi Hao prepared Bread pudding? Or whatever that is called. Nice!! =) Crispy! Heh! I have a serious sweet-tooth problem. Oh and mint chocolate ice-cream!!!

Took quite some photos! And the spects photo as our profile picture~ I just keep smiling whenever I saw all the profile pictures! Heh! Talking about being childish?

Ah! Really love all of them!

Oh, by the way, I must say..: Maybe because we are way tooo close with each other, somehow all our thinking are alike! Out of all those bon voyage messages for Mr Shawn, three were talking about the same thing! Heh! Which were like one-third? Quite a lot I suppose!

Nice day! =)

It was really a cool way of spending the day! Just nua-ing over at your friend house, with a bunch of friends. Watching some meaningless movies, chatting, and best falling asleep while watching movie~ What more can you ask for?

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Not to mention to nua at home on the sofa with your relatives, watching movies also! Muhahah!

I realise I spent my first 2 days of Year 2011 nuaing at sofa watching movies..
- -|||

Ps: Ms Twinny.. Are you okay?? =X

Oh, by the way, Bon Voayge Mr Toh! =) Enjoy your HK trip. (I am super jealous that you can to go)

Signing off,
Ying Hui 3/1/11 1.19am

12:39 AM sprinklinq love Y