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Friday, June 27, 2008

Just went to have ice cream. =)
Super nice can! And Thanks for sh for making this ice cream trip successful though only the 4 of us turn up for it. hahah. Next time go again! I wanna try the Beer Sorbet?? Did I get it right??

Had quite a number of ice cream.. Love Black Forest and the Nai Cha. Don't quite like the apple pie.. The taste weird. But the other three say it was nice. ==" My taste bud is weird.... Anyway, Will post up the pictures once sh send it to me. =)

All in all, it was worth the trip! Nice atmosphere, nice company most imptly, nice ice cream! Hopefully wont gt stomache while sleeping tonight. hahaha

Jae Ne!

Quote of the day: Life is just like cleavage, squeeze and you will have some.

10:20 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, June 26, 2008

人生路上甜苦和喜忧
愿与你分担所有难免曾经跌倒和等候
要勇敢的抬头

谁愿常躲在避风的港口
宁有波涛汹涌的自由
愿是你心中灯塔的守候
在迷雾中让你看透

阳光总在风雨后
乌云上有晴空
珍惜所有的感动
每一份希望在你手中

阳光总在风雨后
请相信有彩虹
风风雨雨都接受
我一直会在你的左右

By Xu Mei Jing
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This song are dedicated to three of mine. I suppose your know that I am referring to your.

To the very First one:
人生路上甜苦和喜忧愿与你分担所有 - Years of what we have been through. Up and Down.. Sadness, Happiness. So much So much! Thanks for everything, so now, it is my turn to render my service to you! My turn to walk with you... through thick and thin.

To the Second one:
难免曾经跌倒和等候要勇敢的抬头 - You are the second special friend I have went in that memorable life of mine. So, when you have fall down, pls get up and get going again. Nothing is the end if you keep trying. I want the old you back...

To the Third one:
愿是你心中灯塔的守候在迷雾中让你看透 - When you are worried, when you are confuse. I hope I can be that light for you. Let you see your path clearly. You know you can. Endure and fight on kay!

To all three of you:
阳光总在风雨后请相信有彩虹风风雨雨都接受我一直会在你的左右 - I will always be behind. Just like when I am down you're always behind me. Always! =)

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今年生日后我便19岁了。
19岁有多大？
当然比弟弟大，当然比刚出世的小宝宝大。
但我不认为我能去承受一些残酷的事实。
一些有关未来的事实，一些攸关生死的事实。

太大的震撼你告诉我的那一瞬间。
电话挂上后，泪水不受控制的滑过。
不敢在电话这端哭出声只希望不要加重你的心理负担。
没有什么能做的。
除了陪着你。
加油加油！

Any formula to stop one from crying?

6:09 PM sprinklinq love Y

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I am back again! This is the second entry for the day; third or fourth entry for the week.
Maybe it is due to the fact that school reopens, I have more inspiration to blog? Hah!

Anyway, I’m chionging my project at this time. The reason as to why I am blogging instead of doing the project is because I am waiting for my teammate to come back from his bath. ==”

So, this project that I am currently chionging is the part II. ==; Business Proposal. This also means that I will be having another formal presentation when I just had one yesterday. Hate the fact that I am in year 3 and all projects come charging at me with knife. Tsk!

As I was saying, this is the Part II, so obviously the part I is being done and submitted up long long time ago. Well, I am always very slow when it comes to such thing. No. I should say that I trust my group members – those collating all the parts to form the report – to be able to spell/type all group members name or double check before sending.

Yep. And this is why I am typing and ranting and nagging on about the project. This is because, just now when I opened up the very first report of ours to refer back, I notice that MY SURNAME WAS BEING CHANGED! OMG!

YOU DIDN’T SEE WRONGLY. I DID TYPE MY SURNAME WAS BEING CHANGED! GOSH!!
THEY ACTUALLY MY GROUP MATE SURNAME AS MY SURNAME AND MY SURNAME AS HIS SURNAME. WTH!

Fine. I have to go off now. Group mate is back. Heh. Bye!

10:30 PM sprinklinq love Y

人是一种感情泛滥的动物。
开心也好，伤心也罢。
愤怒、寂寞、难堪。。。
还有爱。

其他的情感都还好处理，唯独爱。
爱是门很深奥的学问。
它是门很难懂，很难拿到满分的科目。

一个爱字包含了多少意思。仔细想想，那里头还真的大有学问！
对同学
对朋友
对家人
对挚爱。
这些都是爱。只是在不同的场合，不同的年龄，对象正在悄悄的变换。

爱是一门学问。既然是学问，那就会有办法去掌握。
对同学——上了小学，中学，高中，大学。我们慢慢的学会了去爱护我们的同学。
对朋友——从一开始的孤独，到最后的知己。我们慢慢学会了如何去沟通，如何去迁就。
对家人——从叛逆时期的厌烦，到失意时的避风港，到最后不可多得。我们慢慢得学会去感恩，感激拥有他们。
对挚爱——分分合合，合合分分。什么时候都是跌跌撞撞的。

基于以上，对挚爱的那份爱应该是最难掌握好，也最难学习的吧。

对挚爱，那是怎样的一种爱？是习惯吗？是莫名所以吗？
如果真的是这样那为何，为何会有如此一句呢？夫妻本是同林鸟，大难临头各自飞。
那又是什么理由能让两个很深爱的人一夕之间变成陌路人？
是什么原因能让相爱的两人一夜之间变成了仇人？
又是什么原因让一个刚分手的人那么快的有投入另一段感情？

嗯。无答案亦无解。这些问题不是我所能回答的，也许时间还未到。

当然，有难过和难堪的恋情相反的一段恋情也会有好的结果，
结婚生子，幸福快乐。
就像童话故事里的王子公主，永远幸福快乐。

呐，如果真的有这样的故事，请你或你们务必告诉我。
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不明所以吧？
喏，我是被我朋友影响到。
两个朋友，两种截然不同的遭遇。
一个告诉我，确定会在后年订婚。订婚后的两年正式举行婚礼！ - 相爱的两个人。幸福和快乐。-
一个告诉我，确定和男友分了手。原因——南方爱上了第三者！ - 几乎撕破脸的两人。-
好吧。介于我身边有活生生的例子，免不了开始胡思乱想然后就衍生了以上那一大篇。呃。只能说我疯了。
被课业逼疯的。就这样。要看到这样的一篇，尤其是在大白天真的是非常非常罕见的事。拜拜！

寻找幸福真谛的慧上

4:26 PM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, June 23, 2008

This is a continuation to the previous blog entry I had made.
So... Reached home at 7.30 pm. WTH. Totally off by what I had estimated this afternoon that I will be back home by 6pm or latest 6.30pm. =="

So, the reason as to why I left the school so freaking late - 6.45pm - was due to the fact that the first three groups took more than half an hour each session thus eating into our time slot.!
Only able to start at 5.45pm or 6pm when our slot is like 5.30pm la!
Anyway, the trial run was all right other than the fact that we got bombard by the lecturers. ORZ!
Totally crushed can!

Ps: I just notice that I have two more projects due this Friday and I haven't start on it yet. One on Business Law - video form - haven't even discuss..
The other on Finance International Trading whatever shit. - Discuss with teammate but have not touch on the damn business proposal. -
In addition, a workshop on this sat. 9am-5pm. 2 FORMAL PRESENTATION coming up in MID of JULY. Tsk.
Erm... and also my sub module projects!? WTH

Tight Tight Schedule. Exams is coming up as well.

In conclusion, I am seriously in deep shit. And it is really deep deep shit.

10:49 PM sprinklinq love Y

Right. I am still in school. Supposedly to end school at 1pm but due to the fact that we have to stay behind for a dry run presentation for the workshop that I will be conducting this Saturday. =X

Dry run of presentation refers to a short trial run on what will be going on for Saturday to the tutors/lecturers to ensure that we are on the correct path..
Actually the dry run starts at 4pm. However since there is like 4 groups on 4 different topics - obviously -. My group - 12 trainers - is being scheduled at 5.30pm.
Gosh! This means that I will only be able to go home at 6pm la!!! That was the latest time I went home since mine semester 1... where my last tutorial ended at 6pm.==""

So I shall fill up you guys with what the hell I am conducting. hahahah
Oh well, together with the other 11 trainers we are suppose to hold a workshop for 4 groups of Juniors - 60 pple. -. Therefore in a total 240 JUNIORS attending the workshop. kua kua kua. Topic for that day, perceptive on customer service. Totally like Servicing though I am taking Human Resources as mine main course.

Hais.. That's all la.. Bye Bye~~
Wish me luck and pray hard that the juniors wont be that diffcult to teach. hahahah

3:55 PM sprinklinq love Y

Saturday, June 21, 2008

A portion of the gang came over this afternoon for a mini gathering. They are sh, jy and quan.
Surprisingly, Ms qin came over the earliest.. *Surprise Surprise*
Follow by sh and jy who bought me yummy lunch - Zinger Burger + Cheese Fries. *Fattening foods* -
Watch two movies. Ah Long Pte Ltd and Ms Congeniality 2.
Ah Long Pte Ltd watched before with mummi during New Year Time. Not too bad la! hahah. Not going to mention much about it la! =))
Vulgar, Dialects, Violence.. you name it they have it.

The second movie was Ms Congeniality 2. Totally love that show! Funny, Actions! WOAH!
But I prefer Agent Hart's partner, Fuller I think! Totally coolness can!! =)
Halfway through the show, can't help it but feel that Agent Hart is getting a tinny winny bimbotic la though the ending for it is that she isn't la hur! But still... heh.

Anyway, the quality/plot/actor/actress for the two shows wasn't really the main point la! The main point is that I get to chill out with them la! Mini Gathering. Just like the mini shopping trip I had with the girls 1 week ago? Love such gathering!
Large and formal gathering doesn't really allow us to communicate as easily as such mini gathering la hur. Small groups will form here and there la! Maybe should organise such small outing often! =)

After the mini movie session rush over to daddy's company for their BBQ thus missing my aunt's yang rou tang and grandma's dumpling! WTH!!!
The BBQ not bad. Reach there at about 7pm. They started not long ago la. hahaha.
Superly full. Drank some MARTELL mixed with 7 up. 0.0 Seriously, I prefer White wine or Henessy. =) I am going to alcoholic soon! Ps: Not forgetting beer. Tiger Beer/Anchor/Heineken.
Tsk Tsk. I am getting from bad to worse.

So.. That's more or less about it. As for the settler's blog entry. Erm.. Refer to min's. heh! Very Very Very lazy to blog. However, you can get the photos from me. =)

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Ah Zor!! Ganbatte and Fight on! =)
笑一笑没什么事过不了！
就算你想要倒下，我们都会在后面扶着你，陪着你。直到你没事为止。
爱你哦！ muack!

11:48 PM sprinklinq love Y

Friday, June 20, 2008

又是夜深人静的时候。
静静的。偶尔传来老妈的呼吸声。
很久很久都没有这样子了。
反省着自己所做的事。
想着心里牵挂的人。
想着将来的人事物。

刚刚和认识5年的网友聊聊。
5年啊！多么久的日子。
1825日子。
因为一个网站。
因为一个故事。
因为相同的嗜好。
因为。。许多的因为。
缘分吧。
那么多的故事，偏偏却爱上她写的。
那么多故事的作者，偏偏却选择留言鼓励她。
那么多的电邮地址，偏偏选择她。
v(^.^)

夜已深还有什么人值得我为他这样的思念？
是于不是，一念之间。

对于他
选择放下却做不到。
选择继续却始终是痴心妄想。
只能停留在这里。不上不下。
既不能算得上是很好的朋友亦不能算是陌生人。
尴尬的身份，双倍的苦恼。
如果她能明白就好。

1:05 AM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, June 19, 2008

I have already receive the Settlers Pictures... But I am too lazy to edit it smaller and post it up. =X.

Pick up a new crazy interest.. -> Creating Sony Ericsson Handphone Theme Via The Sony Ericsson Theme Creator.
As for the reason why I started creating ownself Handphone Theme is because I always failed to find themes that is to my liking. So nothing suits me more than creating mine own theme! =)
Have been creating Naruto's handphone theme for quite some days. Done Shikamaru's, Hinata's, NejiXHinata's, NaurtoXHinata's. Totally love it. But then, still trying to get a hang of it. =)
Fine. I am getting too obessed with Naruto. Can't help it. It is a nice anime! =)

Anyway, remember we were being told to do a personality quiz during school time somewhile ago. I am ENFJ. Went to do some research on it. This is what is says...

Portrait of an ENFJ - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
(Extraverted Feeling with Introverted Intuition)

The Giver

As an ENFJ, you're primary mode of living is focused externally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is internal, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.

ENFJs are people-focused individuals. They live in the world of people possibilities. More so than any other type, they have excellent people skills. They understand and care about people, and have a special talent for bringing out the best in others. ENFJ's main interest in life is giving love, support, and a good time to other people. They are focused on understanding, supporting, and encouraging others. They make things happen for people, and get their best personal satisfaction from this.

Because ENFJ's people skills are so extraordinary, they have the ability to make people do exactly what they want them to do. They get under people's skins and get the reactions that they are seeking. ENFJ's motives are usually unselfish, but ENFJs who have developed less than ideally have been known to use their power over people to manipulate them.

ENFJ's are so externally focused that it's especially important for them to spend time alone. This can be difficult for some ENFJs, because they have the tendency to be hard on themselves and turn to dark thoughts when alone. Consequently, ENFJs might avoid being alone, and fill their lives with activities involving other people. ENFJs tend to define their life's direction and priorities according to other people's needs, and may not be aware of their own needs. It's natural to their personality type that they will tend to place other people's needs above their own, but they need to stay aware of their own needs so that they don't sacrifice themselves in their drive to help others.

ENFJ's tend to be more reserved about exposing themselves than other extraverted types. Although they may have strongly-felt beliefs, they're likely to refrain from expressing them if doing so would interfere with bringing out the best in others. Because their strongest interest lies in being a catalyst of change in other people, they're likely to interact with others on their own level, in a chameleon-like manner, rather than as individuals.

Which is not to say that the ENFJ does not have opinions. ENFJs have definite values and opinions which they're able to express clearly and succinctly. These beliefs will be expressed as long as they're not too personal. ENFJ is in many ways expressive and open, but is more focused on being responsive and supportive of others. When faced with a conflict between a strongly-held value and serving another person's need, they are highly likely to value the other person's needs.

The ENFJ may feel quite lonely even when surrounded by people. This feeling of aloneness may be exacerbated by the tendency to not reveal their true selves.

People love ENFJs. They are fun to be with, and truly understand and love people. They are typically very straight-forward and honest. Usually ENFJs exude a lot of self-confidence, and have a great amount of ability to do many different things. They are generally bright, full of potential, energetic and fast-paced. They are usually good at anything which captures their interest.

ENFJs like for things to be well-organized, and will work hard at maintaining structure and resolving ambiguity. They have a tendency to be fussy, especially with their home environments.

In the work place, ENFJs do well in positions where they deal with people. They are naturals for the social committee. Their uncanny ability to understand people and say just what needs to be said to make them happy makes them naturals for counseling. They enjoy being the center of attention, and do very well in situations where they can inspire and lead others, such as teaching.

ENFJs do not like dealing with impersonal reasoning. They don't understand or appreciate its merit, and will be unhappy in situations where they're forced to deal with logic and facts without any connection to a human element. Living in the world of people possibilities, they enjoy their plans more than their achievements. They get excited about possibilities for the future, but may become easily bored and restless with the present.

ENFJs have a special gift with people, and are basically happy people when they can use that gift to help others. They get their best satisfaction from serving others. Their genuine interest in Humankind and their exceptional intuitive awareness of people makes them able to draw out even the most reserved individuals.

ENFJs have a strong need for close, intimate relationships, and will put forth a lot of effort in creating and maintaining these relationships. They're very loyal and trustworthy once involved in a relationship.

An ENFJ who has not developed their Feeling side may have difficulty making good decisions, and may rely heavily on other people in decision-making processes. If they have not developed their Intuition, they may not be able to see possibilities, and will judge things too quickly based on established value systems or social rules, without really understanding the current situation. An ENFJ who has not found their place in the world is likely to be extremely sensitive to criticism, and to have the tendency to worry excessively and feel guilty. They are also likely to be very manipulative and controling with others.

In general, ENFJs are charming, warm, gracious, creative and diverse individuals with richly developed insights into what makes other people tick. This special ability to see growth potential in others combined with a genuine drive to help people makes the ENFJ a truly valued individual. As giving and caring as the ENFJ is, they need to remember to value their own needs as well as the needs of others.

Jungian functional preference ordering:

Dominant: Extraverted Feeling
Auxiliary: Introverted Intuition
Tertiary: Extraverted Sensing
Inferior: Introverted Thinking

Credits: http://www.personalitypage.com/ENFJ.html

Claps for whoever read till here! =) Or you can just glance thru! At least you have that patient to read through this freaking long chuck of stuff. haha
Sound like me? Think so I guess. =))

For now, I am off to continue with my NaruXHina's theme. It is been giving me tons of problems! =X And because of all this, I have been slping very very late every night. Tsk!
I had better get some proper slp and resume my own daily rountine before school reopens. If not by then, I will really be zombie. Not just Zombiefied. =="

Jae! Meanwhile, take care of your health guys and gals out there. Weather changing like nobody business out there. =S
Muacks!

4:14 PM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, June 16, 2008

First of all... A very very belated Father's Day to all Grandfathers/Fathers/Father-to-be out there. =)
It always amuse me how Mother's day get such high attention while Father's day is just like any other normal day. Not much of celebration going on.. hahah
Anyway, today went for a "Father's Day Dinner". So call la. It was supposedly a "Toh Yi 18 Anniversary Celebration. " Just so happen it fall on Father's Day. Thus celebrate it together. lols!

The dinner was all right. It was the performance that was good! Lin Ru Ping -Lisa from the channel 8 9pm show. Zoe Tay's Mother-In-Law- and Team. Not bad! Love their performance loads! =)) Ganbatte!!

Anyway, went out on both Friday and Saturday.
Friday for K-box with my didi, aunty and jer cousin.
Sat went Settler's with the gang for our monthly outing cum Xp's b-day celebration though late for 10 days le..

Now waiting for the photos taken during the settlers time.. So Jae Ne!
Gonna blog once I get hold of all the photos. =)

1:29 AM sprinklinq love Y

Friday, June 13, 2008

When you have come into my blog, you should by now notice that I have switch my blogskin once again.
This time round it is no longer those princess types, reason being the html code refers to work for my blog.. ==" The entry and profiles all turn out to be funny and weird looking when in preview form. Guess I have to fix it. It is either my desktop problem or it is my blogger problem.

Enough of the problems.
This blog is Shikamaru from Naruto!! Love him! He is so freaking clever lor! Though he hates trouble and troublesome girls.. hahaha.
And I like the colour theme as well. Blue. Just like the sky out there. =)

And of course New Song.. =)
It is L.O.V.E From Natalie Cole's album "Unforgettable...With Love"
This song appear in one of our advertisment before. - can't remember is which one.. -
Just enjoy!

L is for the way you look at me,
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary,
E is even more than anyone that you adore

Can love, its all that I can give to you,
love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it,
take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

Yeh, L is for the way you look, you're looking at me
And O is for the only one I see, V is so very, very extra ordinary
Now E is even more than any, any, anyone that you adore
Can love, its all that I'm gonna give to you, oh love
Is more than just a game for two, two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't you break it, cause love
Was made for me and you, I'm telling you love
Was made for me and you, don't you know that love
Was made for me and you...

11:11 AM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Ytd went school early in the morning for my PPP (Professional Preparation Programme).
The e-mail from my teacher-in-charge- was as followed: "I assume your should understand the consequence for your absence for this programme."
The consequence for not attending the programme is - Unable to graduate.... =="""
So leaving us with no choice.. The attendance was full.
A four-hr long programme. Frankly speaking. It was boring.. Not forgetting, the freaking workbook cost me $4.70!! o.0 atrocious expensive!!

Ps: It was raining in the morning ytd.. making me even harder to try to listen to what the speecher is saying............... >.<" Not my fault. Try slping at 2am the day before and having to wake up at 7am.

After the programme went str. home for my naruto! =) Nice anime! I prefer the anime not manga! heh.

Went for grandad's b-day dinner... 10 course... yet I am not full. What to say, the table tsk! All know how to eat de.. sian!

VEry happy for this B-day dinner la! A mini gathering for all the aunts/uncles/cousins! A bonding la! So wen xin! =))
Love my cousins lots and not to mention my grandma and grandad! The bestest you can ever have!

After the dinner, Pris/Jer/Ger. cousin came over my house for an overnight mahjong.. Really overnight lor!!! 1 pot of Mahjong... Big 2.. From 10.30pm to 3.45am before the two gals went home first leaving Jer cousin to slp over.. =="""
Slpt at 5am in the morning. Chat with zor.. Before getting caught by my mum. ahahahah!

Wake up at 9.30am this morning.. Gosh! So tired now!! I want to slp.... >.<""

That's all la!!

5:46 PM sprinklinq love Y

Friday, June 06, 2008

What if one day, you fall in love with another girl...
What if one day, you told me about it...
What if one day, I can no longer treat you as how I am treating you now?
What if... I decide to tell you how I feel?
Will everything change?
Will you be ignoring me from then?

What if one day, you decided to give up on hoping...
What if one day, you decided to disappear...
Will I still have the chance to see you?
Will my standing from behind worth while?

Will you be able to realise? That I am still back to square one after all these years?

10:56 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Today marks the end of mine common test period!! Whee!! So happy!!
After today's paper went makan with friends.. Had the porridge! So yummy!! Though the meat tasted funny..

Listen to the two guys conversation. So funny! Like listening to some gambling talk like that. Jackpot/4D/To-To...
Ahahhaha!
Oh well, that's poly student! I suppose JC student seldom say such stuff hur...~~~

Anyway, off to my naruto! So nice!!
Ja Ne!

11:49 AM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, June 02, 2008

Tomorrow marks the beginning of my three long torturing days of mine common test..
Pls pray for me that everything goes smoothly for me! Also, pray that I will be able to tackle my Business Law common test on Thursday.
After which, I will be free then.

Ps: I am planning to go bugis village next week for a shopping spree. Anyone wants to join in? I have already asked min and bec. Most probably will be going down on tuesday bah.. heh! I want to expand my collection of earrings, watches and necklaces.. =)

Ta-Da. That's all for today!
bye!

10:42 PM sprinklinq love Y