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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

continue with my 前一个 entry。到了晚上，吃过晚饭后。。。我们便出发去看一看厦门的夜景。看完之后~一个字！-> 赞！！！！ * 你们有机会一定要去看一看，瞧一瞧。 * 尤其是他的两座大桥~！！一个是海沧大桥。。。通往漳州。。。另一个是。。。 Gomen我忘了。。。 * 那么久的事了~ * wahhahahahaxx!!! * laugh until i roll onto the floor. *

看完了。。。酒店的床！我来了！！！ OS: 好累哦！！妖魔鬼怪不要来烦我！我会生气的哦！ *

第二天到第八天~………………………… * 自行剪掉一万多个字，我不想变得很啰嗦^^ 你们应该觉得很庆幸才对！我并没有toture你们的眼睛*

你们一定以为这样就结束了吗？！你们都错了！真正的恶梦才要开始！在第八天的晚上。。。我的身体。。。又开始不舒服了。。。胃寒。。。also known as indigestion...ZZZ..相信那些和我同窗都年的朋友都知道，我一向来都有这个问题。每次到了一个period of time，它又要复发了。所以，好死不死。。。他就正式在我旅行的第八天晚上找上我了。ZZZZ
Imagine...你一个晚上几乎每两到三个小时都去一次厕所。。。便便。。。 * 妈啊！救救我吧！！！！ *这样就算了哦。。。还以为这样就好了 * 因为已经很久没有呕吐的现象了。 *可惜，天不从我愿。。。我第二天。。去探亲的时候。。。我宣布。 * 是我的胃宣布->正式罢工！ * 我开始呕吐，泻肚子。。乱七八糟的东西。。。很难想象吧？到了晚上。。。我便每隔一个小时就去厕所。。。哇哈哈！！有谁可以比我厉害。基本上，到了最后一天。。我有一点脱水了。。。haix...

this end my tour.. sad lor... sick...sick... sick... ZZZZ

10:09 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, June 22, 2006

好啦！我感觉舒服多了，所以就来Blogging了。跟你们说，这篇Entry是华语英语都有。^^la~la~la~

第一天。。。我早上四点多就起来了！你们不得不佩服我，我两个小时前才睡！厉害吧！[小朋友不要学哦！姐姐是有练过的！]^^到了机场，搭飞机。。。由于没有睡好的关系，我在飞机上昏睡了四个小时.hhahaha.

在中国的导游叫小林*双木林*他很好笑。he is a funny guy.. very friendly lor... look quite young as well... So, the six of us，excluding 小林。。。me, my bro, my mummi, my aunt, my grand uncle and my grandmama!! hehe...
first stop... lunch! 六个人=六道菜，一碗汤！！！妈啊！哪吃的完？！开玩笑！！！so no choice but to try to eat as many as possible! - vomit -
Second Stop... 南普陀寺obviously, it is a temple.. well, first time seeing this => go a temple to pray and see see look look must pay money! Ticket... special eh? My God!!!!
Third Stop.. went to see their 鹭*pronounced as lu*女。。。one of 厦门 special thing. just like singapore "Ah Meng" obviously it is a status larx!!! lol.

okie tonight update till here.... bery tired * yawn *

10:46 PM sprinklinq love Y

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Guys!!! i am back!!!.. but will be blogging at a later day.. i am sick. indigestion. have been vomitting for the past three days.!! and also lao sai.. =/... sian arx.. till now, still not feeling any better...ZZZzZZZZZZzzZZ... because of this.. i did not manage to get things for everyone lorx. i only got two keychain... and one packet of cai mei. share with ya larx... BUT! i can pao tea for your!!!! hehe... i got lots of tea leaves! very nice! i am sure your will like it de... so... for now that's all lar... needa rest... * feel like vomitting again... GOsh *

5:51 PM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, June 11, 2006

in another few more hours... i will be going to airport and flying off to china~ ^^... blogging le.... then going to slp le.... hehe... your dont miss me too much okie??? i will miss ya de... bye... haax

12:33 AM sprinklinq love Y

Friday, June 09, 2006

SO today went to eat Suki with min and xp. of course also me lorx! haax!! Actually, quan wanted to join us de.. however, her mum dont allow her to go..so.. too bad. Next time bah. This is definitely the last time i meet up with them before i go for my 10 days holiday at china!.. haa... must help bec to buy things. What a good friend i am * your will get it also.. provided i got enough money lorx! *

Then went to arcard after the lunch! One word~! Shiok!!! ^^... have not had so many fun ever since xp b-day celebration.. which is like 1 week ago lor.. haax...

Then gt four miss call frm bec. * opps. * went to meet her, go take neoprints! nice!!! i like the new machine man!

nice right?? ^^

Then went to buy my jian chi. That min ar... blind de... tell me the guy at the Cd rama counter look like Wang RenFu.. My God! it is like.. totally not alike lorx... ZZZ... hopeless ar her. After buying jian chi, went to buy lip balm. then soap to wash face the... * what is that call again!? *.. this end my trip with the three guys! nice nice!!!

Hope xp is all right by now. she mention that she feels like puking after eating the stuff... hmm

Anyway.. wish me bon voyage all right?!?! i need to be @ the airport by 5.30 am on sunday. I dont really mind your call me on my phone that day to wish me... haax.. bringing hp along, but not using it in china though. Will miss all of you.

Ps: When i am not arnd for this 10 days, pls take care of yourself and pia for Mid-year, Promos... etc etc okie!??!!? when i come back, i want to know the progess worx! Cheers! luck everyone! * mauckx *

11:19 PM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, June 05, 2006

This few months... i have been feeling very dejected... i dont know why... amybe i am not used... maybe.. or maybe i am getting disappointed ~~with the gang~~... how long can i hold my temper?! how long can i still hold on to this ~~tiring~~ friendship?? i dont know. everything is still a question mark to me.
Disappointed is all i am feeling right now. if only i can turn back the time. if only... i am not so bo liao to do those things.
So many times.. so many months. i have been saying.. " i am quiting, i am not going to do it anymore...i shall left it to the rest..." but.. what happen?? did i ever keep the promise i made to myself??? i dont know. yes and no. i know, your may think, "why are you kicking a big fuss out of this??" it is just organising it, no big deal... no use getting so angry over it.. just a question, " are you going? " A answer, " yes or no. "... but does those giving the answer ever realise the effort we are putting in?!?! Yes.. a answer, Yes or No. But did they give the credit to those who are fixing the time? fixing the dates? fixing the place?

"i want to go, but i cant make it on that day. can your like change the date???"
"easy to say, hard to do."
" guys, let change it to the other day okie?! Whoever Whoever cannot make it. so.. ya.. paiseh horx. so.. change to XXXXXX"
"wa lao! why change again??? i that day cannt lehx..can dont change?? just stick it to the old date?"
"........... speechless..."
"hey! we cannt change lehx...cus most of them cant make it except for that day."
"... like that ar... okie lorx. i have nothing to say. your go ahead bah"

understand? no??! too bad.. i also dont wish to say anymore... it just hurt. it hurt even more when they are not happy with the arrangement that you use your heart and soul to do it.

all i need is some co-operation... is that too much to ask from your?! are your really that busy till you cannot stay in a mass conver and tell me your answer when i have already throw your the question.??? is it that diffcult?!

it hurts even more when the person who initally is helping you just Dc without any reason. no SMS. no Calls. you are in the mass conver yourself... trying to fixed everything... when you only get... " are you out of your mind??? that's is sooo out of the question... and the best thing is... there is no answer...... Good job in making me sick and tired!

one anwser.. and that is forever so diffcult to aska nd get from all of you....

So can i ask... what am i suppose to do?! how are we suppose to do?! what do your want us to do?! Am i still going to hold the promise of coming out every one month to meet when it just hurts sooo much... am i?! am i not?! =/

10:53 PM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, June 04, 2006

hope ya like it~

11:39 PM sprinklinq love Y

Saturday, June 03, 2006

After 130506... today is another day where one of my butt celebrate her Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Hapyy Birthday to XP
Happy Birthday to you!!!!!!!! [ mauckx ]
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About one week ago... Ah zor and quan started to prepare the party for xp! Whoa! Within that week, things are discuss and confirm... The foods, the place, the so-call games, the plates, bowls, etc... people attending, the time and date! * Thanks for the hard work guys! *
The list of the food...:
Ah Zor -> Crabmeat and French Fries
Yun Quan -> Cheesecake * yummy *
Rebecca -> Salad * made by her and her mum, nice *
Min Jie -> Baby Chicken wings. * sparrow wings *
Me -> agar agar... * i dont know the taste.. didnt eat *
Shi Hao -> Bee Hoon.. * "Zhang" *
Shawn -> Green Bean Soup * a bit too thick, but overall it is nice! *
So imagine, with all these food, two big plastic bag filled with tidbits, and 5 bottle *1.5L* soft drinks! hmm... basically, all of us ate till we cannot eat anymore... lolx! So guys, lets thanks all those who put in the effort to make the food... * thanks! a teddy hug *

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Then as the time approach 1.30pm... people started to appear... me, bec, shawn, shi hao and baby * shi hao's bro *... the rest... well.. as usual, they were late... excluding yuling larx! * she has choir before that *... then we started to prepare the things and xp called. So, use common sense also know lorx... the next scene is -> rush, rush, rush ( cake, candle, matchsticks... etc etc )Anyway... because the place is too windy, thus, no photo on blowing the cake lorx! $#^%$#@&^$%.. i think xp somehow know le larx... haax! then she also never make a wish! and the way she cut her cake... My Gosh! -_-... first time see pple cutting like that lorx...
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Lunch~lunch~lunch~
then... the shity part came!!!

as we couldnt finish the food... there is simply too many food to be consume... so, we decided to approach the kids @ the playground to offer them chips.

Then, there is this kid... who started hurling vulgar at us! including the F word!!! %@$^@^$& so rude of him!

i cant believe my ear lorx! so sickening of him... i wonder how his parent teach him... here we are, being kind enough to offer him the chips.. yet he is scolding us vulgar! =/... Then later, this devil bully the angel * two other cuter kids *

... haix... so sad... the society actually become like that..

* Refer to Min Jie's blog for more details. *
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Shi Hao and Yun Quan started their erm... Wushu...

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Then some very blur shot.. * blur as in their expression * and sudden shot

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX... yup yupx! that's the end of today entry! i needa mug for monday test le... kay!? bye?!!!!!!

For those who want the original copy of the photos.... pls click HERE!
BYE! [ kiss ]

11:31 PM sprinklinq love Y

Friday, June 02, 2006

这是一个真人真事。*不是我的*满感人的！。。。慢慢读吧！或许有一天，在你我的身上也会发生这样的事

也许每个人都会有那么一段想说不能说，想忘不能忘，没有开头也没有结尾的故事吧。
　　曾经无数次提笔，想把你，把我们的故事写成一首诗，以纪念那段朦胧的感情，逝去的青春，等到我们老了的时候，这首诗就是不老的见证，它将告诉逝去的时光，在这颗永恒的星球上，曾经有过一个你，曾经有过一个我，曾经有过一段伤感而无望的爱情，那是一个刻骨铭心的回忆，一个伤心而又甜蜜的故事。多少次梦回往昔，甜蜜的回忆，酸楚的记忆一并袭上心头，夜不能寝，口无法言。
　　已经忘记了是从什么时候开始，一段恋情是怎样拉开的序幕。
　　忘不了水上公园相嬉的欢乐，忘不了长虹公园亲密的第一次吻，忘不了盘山旅游时相互牵手的美好感觉，忘不了恋人间那些傻傻痴痴的话，因相知而生的喜悦，因相似而生的默契，使我的身心都充盈着不为人知的幸福感。你曾经说过会永远爱我，我一直怕说永远的，一说永远，就觉得一定有什么要从指缝间流走，那必是我最爱的最不愿失去的。十八岁的日子因为你才没有成为空白，而那样的相遇那样的别离，我无法选择什么。我其实很感谢你，感谢你使我品味了人生最美妙的爱情，你使我觉得生命真实而富有涵义，幼稚的我却还常常要顾虑未来的不可知。世界上很多美好的感情就是在无言中诞生，在无言中失落，在无言中永恒。关于分手的理由，你问了我无数次，若干年后我一直在问自己同样的问题，答案近乎可笑，为了无谓的现实，压抑自己的热情，悲伤袭来的时候，只会躲在黑暗的角落里独自哭泣，我竟然发现，失去了你，我的生命居然这样惨白虚弱，我的每一滴眼泪，都在怀念过去。
　　秋天一点一点到了的时候，你我的故事也被我深藏在心底，再不准备翻看。面对你的日子每时每刻对我来说都是一种煎熬，我知道，你不知道我对你深深的眷恋，因为你已迫不及待地选择了另一段感情，我不能让你知道我初恋的纯情和单相思所受的苦难与煎熬，还有这颗因为爱你而屡遭磨难的心。从此我们成了路人，即使是擦肩而过，也不会说一句话。想你的时候是悠悠的回忆，在静寂的夜里，往日的欢笑、泪水、酸楚交织在我脑海里蔓延，回忆是一副良药，能摆脱烦恼和忧愁，能治疗心中的痛，而现实又象是毒药侵蚀着我的心。情感的风筝在灵魂深处飞来飞去，空虚脆弱的心在夜里徘徊成一首首难眠的诗，使我柔肠百结。心在流浪，更不敢轻易将情感寄托于人，光阴便在患得患失的心境下消逝而去。也许是想到我们都将无南地北各奔东西，大概是积淤在各自心头的话太多太久的缘故，我们终于有了分手两年后的一次倾心长谈。那一天，你告诉我还爱着我，还问我“如果没有她我们还会不会在一起”。我苦笑着摇摇头，我怎能让你了解这颗饱受相思煎熬的心。那时的我太追求爱情的完美了，我不能原谅你心的背弃，更不能让一心爱你的她因我而受伤。车站的一幕我以为那将是今生的永诀，同学们都在握手告别，透过朦胧的泪眼我看到你站在远处，目光迷离，你不敢看我，我不知你是否是因为顾虑她的感受，我把你喊过来，放我的手在你手中，说着客套的保重之类话，泪水却更多地流了下来，这一放手，将会是今生今世的永远的别离……
　　时光如浮云一样疾驰，岁月像落叶般飘逝，过去像宝库，珍藏着无数个永恒的终身难忘的记忆，欢乐也罢，痛苦也罢，都将永远封存在过去的岁月里，从此我们都消失在彼此的生活之外。
　　受伤的情感如一道伤口，纵使愈合，依然留下伤疤，无数个夜晚一次次地触摸着伤疤，品味着它略带甜蜜的朦朦胧胧的痛。没有人能让我守候那么久，没有人能让我孤独在忍受，没有人让我的泪水心里流----只有你。
　　每个城市都会下雨，就像无论身在何处，都会想你。思念是一种果实甜中带酸，盛产在夜里。你思念过吗？如果你思念过，你或许可以理解我；你真心爱过吗？如果你真的爱过，或许你可以理解我。我就这样固执地义无反顾地思念远方的你，数不清多少个夜晚，深深地深深地想起你，想起那些一起走过的日子。心里无数次问自己，他是否还记得你呢，是否早已把你丢弃在那迷失的岁月里了，我没有答案。
　　当同学处传来你已婚的消息，不久又得知你即将为人父，我不知道我一直以来究竟在期盼什么，在等待什么？本以为自己够坚强，不断生活中一系列风浪打来，才知自己也需要有个人遮风挡雨，共撑头顶这片睛雨。因之，当世上还有人注意我，关心我，我便为之心动。如你所说的那样，我找了一个爱我的人。
　　虽然有时候，在人生的旅途中，我们必须面对所有的现实，可有时候，我们可以在心里为自己修建一座小小的“世外桃源”，保存一些小小的美丽的错误—与人无害，与世无争，却能给我们带来安慰的那一种错误。而你就是我的那个美丽的错误，如果不是他的陡然逝去，这个错误将永远默默陪伴着我孤寂的心。如果不是那冲动中发出的第一个信息，我将在自己悲哀的天空下更深切地思念着你。尽管我已经经历过悲欢离合，饱尝生死的酸楚，我仍然没想到，我的生命里还会有如此美丽的与你的再度重逢。
　　明知道这一切都是没有结果的，明知道是个无法跳出的深渊，可是却还是止不隹脚步跳了下去，明知道这一切的一切，是我的痴、我的傻，却又怎么能明白，为什么忘记一个人要用一生一世。
　　再一次我淹没在你的柔情里，所有的言语都无法表白我的感动，默默地什么也不想说，什么也不需说，我漂泊已久的帆终于垂落在你的岸边，你的一个“恨”字让我双眼朦胧，从没有人恨过我，你是第一个。我理解，我还能说什么呢？你付出了那么多，我却不懂，这毕竟是我的错。你低低的声音唤起我对你更多的渴望，我们彼此理解又彼此宠爱，彼此接纳又彼此宽容，尽管我们的心头都或深或浅地留下过伤疤，我们眉间或纵或横地印记着沧桑。
　　怕你离开后的静，怕黑夜、怕孤独，怕夜晚来临的时候想你，更怕那些开心的往事，让我忆起你我的点点滴滴。
　　我们的故事虽然短暂，但我们仿佛已有了一生一世的了解，我只希望你能明了我的心“你是我生命中的至爱”。请为我好好保重你自己吧，无论我们相守还是分别，请你格外珍重，让我可以有永远的梦想，永远的思念，永远的眷恋—给你。
　　最美的是过程，最难的是相知，最渴望的是结果，最苦的是相思，最漫长的是等待，最幸福的是真爱，最怕的是无情，最悔的是错过，最爱的人是----你。

12:39 AM sprinklinq love Y