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Saturday, August 27, 2005

hm...this few weeks dont know what have gotten over me...have been feeling very down lorx. Perhaps, it had got something to do with the upcoming prelims? i dont know... just a few months back then. i thought i had became mentally and physically strong le, but somehow, i was proved otherwise...i just dont understand why...
just a few days back i shouted at min jie...seriously, i did not want to do it, but what they are doing is making me feeling very frustrated! So i would like to say a sorry to min jie...really! Min jie gomen ta.. what you say in your blog made me felt really very gulity...so i hoped that you can let bygone by bygone okay?
Had my prelim practical today, well, i guess i am going to fail my physic practical le...draw the wrong graph!!! i didnt even notice it until Mr.Koh told us...haix..i guess this will be the first time i failed my practical bah?!Imagine...i can even failed my practical then what about my written paper?? What will be happening then?
Chat with Jing Ying last sunday...she told me that sometime she felt nelected...i can understand why larx, because she is the only one in 4B..she also told me that she felt that we did not care for her enough...all in all, after talking to her, i gotten this conclusion: the gang lack of communciation -> perhaps all of us need ot brush up our communciation skills before we really get even better...Next, the idea of "you think and i thought" -> i guess all of us need to learn how to say out our disagreement aloud, feeling and thoughts to the rest instead of keeping it to ourself...and for the rest of us...i think we need to improve our skill in observing others bag? so long as there is something wrong with he/her,immediate effect--that's to ask them what's wrong lorx..Lastly, be more sensitive to each other?? I think that's all bah? Hopefully, those that are in the gang, after reading my blog can think through about it...what's more awe are only left with 3 more months to spend our time with each other le, I really hope that we can left a very memorable memory in each other mind before we continue to climb high in our life...before we distant away...
One last thing before i sign off...hmm...this is something i had been wanting to say..i just want to say that everybody patientiance has a limit...i can be very nice very funny...but when someone have cross the line, i cant promise that i will not be angry... this is specially for shi hao... Ps. can some kind-hearted people in the gang help me pass this message to him?? I really do not wish to blow my top because of such things again and also when he wanted to chat with me in MSN..kindly not argue about Idols,weather they are good or not, face-selling a not...i dont give a damn...i just liked to support them...seriuosly it is my business as to weather i want to support them a not...not his business...so quit telling me how good the singer he support or how sucky chinese songs are...just ask him to go away if he wanted to discuss this matter again...

I felt lonely again...i wonder if anyone ever notice it??I dont think so...Perhaps to them, people like me will never felt lonely or nelected bah? *pathetic isnt it?*

3:30 PM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, August 21, 2005

check it out!!!!! haax..one week nv update sia....so cuming up and update.. :D...did ya miss me??? hm...so what happen??? on thur superstar result...OH MY GOSH!!!Jun Yang was out!!!!! why is it so?? Arggg....he is soooo much betta than weilian in any way lorx... NOT FAIR!!!!! but the good thing is kellygt in larx...so... heng bah, at least there is still chance of beating weilian bah??hehe..anyway,is it true that junyang lyk candyce???...

then friday had my eng mock test lorx...guess it is still mangable bah??? hehe....so ytd, went swimming with XP,MJ,JY..it was kinda of raining before we reach there lorx,good thing is that the rain stopped while we were changing..haax,when to the lazy pool to warm up first, then the wave pool...haax...actualli horx, it is relaxing to just lay there and do nothing lorx,enjoying the sun shine..then went to the yellow pool...AHHHH!!!veri de scary sia...blehx...X.X..hm, int he end, XP did gt her sun-tan as she wish, min gt a bit of sunburn...jy, i guess nothing happen to her bah....me the worse sia!!!!haix, tio sunburn even worse than min de...if you rank who is the cham one...fm most cham to least cham is mi, min, xp, jy...dotx......
i learnt my lesson!!!i will bring my sun block lotion next time!!!!

6:11 PM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, August 14, 2005

hmm.....almost one week never blog liao worx..haax,hand getting rusty sia...anyway, Derrick was out...!!!??? haix, why he out?? i thought it was wei lian sia....so upset lorx, when i watch the result i cried sia...i really support him a lot de lorx!!! arggg!!!
Then i had my English O's level oral on thur, the first one in my grp, i guess it is alright bah?? hehe...just crap through the whole thing!!lolx...pray hard that i did not do veri badly bah!..
so on friday, was realese at 10am cause we have our dansical in the evening lorx..hm, but b4 we are able to go hm, we need to report to the hall and get our Chinese O's result...then our principal arrive lor* da pai!!* and start to analyse the result lorx...*crap* i was not really listening larx..lolx..i only know that my sch achieve 51.6% odf distinction nia...haax...then take my result lorx..*nervous nervous* but kah mun told me i gt A1...so..haax
then go see see look look my result and help bec to see her's because she was very worried. So as i expected A1...haax, then go arnd asking pple lorx...well, my gang all got distinction except for Darrell, but never the less,he felt very happy with his result...*C5*..haax..cheers!! okie...i need to stop myself liao...gtg...buazi

8:08 AM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, August 08, 2005

hm...so sat went to my dad office lorx,spend the whole day playing harvest moon...15 mins doing hmwk...*pro horx?*haax...then went to my uncle hse until 2 am++..
dotx, chat with E****** on sms...chat a lot sia...including wei jian from superstar to someone S*******...*he-who-must-not-be-name*ya..a lot..until just now lorx...haix..perhap he had hurt her too much le bah, so much that even i dont understand..she say she choose to believe in fate and destiny..and would no longer force it,even if their kor and mei relation will fade away..i dont know...he is my kor also...i dont know him that well...he dont understand me that well also...but to me...he is the special one, not beacuse i like him* i will never like him* just because he is my first kor lor..i believe that if one day i am really down, down until i cant even talk to my friend, he will still be listening to me..he will nt mind that i will somehow interupt his life and work bah..
to bec..if you ever see this...you know i am very envy of you because at the very least...kor cared for you and E****** more than me...really..i envy you guys...if only he cared so much for me also...haax..*wishful thinking*seriously..this is the first time that i ask a guy to e my kor lorz..so...haix..bec ar bec...E****** arx E******..must treasure him worx..dun treat him like dirt okie??not easy to be together as kor and mei de!!!

3:54 AM sprinklinq love Y

Saturday, August 06, 2005

okie...i think i will make it a short one..:D..so today had my last and final chem practical test before my prelims lorx which is due next next week..okie.. for now,i think our chinese O's level resut is coming out next week bah, cause there is rumour saying that it will be released today de...but..hehe..
so,went to see my team for the O's English oral, guess what i am the first one in the last group!!! AHH!!! how come like this de?? so sian!!! haix...so gonna prepare for it liao..sian...
receive the prelim scheduel le, haix...days fly and we are alomst one more week nearer to the horrodous prelim ar...help needed!!!! can any kind souls teach mi log*a-math*...i simply sux in that topic sia!!! haix...jiu ming arx!!
experencing some mood swing this few days..wonder what had happen to me sia, like very easily irritated lorx...whenever shi hao come provoke me i will like sian diao lorx..hiax...hoping i will be my ownself again next week onwards...

2:25 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, August 04, 2005

yoz...okie i got my com liao...finally, after months of waiting...hehe...love it man!!!must really thanks mumi for it!!!hehe...
okie for now, even though it is near to my prelim...haix, i am still slacking here sia...dotx dotx..but nvm..i know i will stop it soon and concentrate on my studies de..yupz...i wish i can do well also mah!!
so,kahmun had return to school le...veri veri happy to see her...this means that at least there is someone to handle the class...haaax..so...very thing is getting on the track le...yupz...O's level is just 13 weeks and 4 more days away...(info by bec)..<- she veri bo liao right??hehe...so...finish may's blog thingy..hope she is happy about it lorx..spend quite a lot of time eiting sia...dotx...=.=..okie..that's all, btw..i guess i need to teach may about the html code thing, and to also revise it at the same time, *laugh* getting rusty sia. bauzi!

9:05 AM sprinklinq love Y